chal raha tha na jane kyu, jab ai vo subah,
aakhiri varsha is jeevan k antyodya ka,
poochta tha kabhi is jahan se k
bayan karo mujhe meri hi haquikat,
aur dikha deta vo ek andher aina, ek bhayanak sa chehra,
andaz toh na jane bhool aye they hum kahin,
pehchaan jee rahi humen bhool kar kahin,
dhoondne chala usi wakt ka na pata tha, na tha hosh.
le ayi kaise raaste par zindagi aaj,
lagta hai k dhundh k us par hai kila koi fatah ka,
par umang k nishan mita chuka hun kabhi k,
nuks nahi agar dikhti nahi manzilen samne,
chalna hi vajah ban gai chalne ki tabhi se....
an apt description of my encounter with last year's vagaries, started out with confidence at all time low,preps for the dreaded cat begin n somehow i find something really worthwhile to do....
ReplyDeleteyear has ended, results will pour in soon, whatever may the outcome be, m happy to have lived like that!