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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

chalne ki vajah...

chal raha tha na jane kyu, jab ai vo subah,
aakhiri varsha is jeevan k antyodya ka,
poochta tha kabhi is jahan se k
bayan karo mujhe meri hi haquikat,
aur dikha deta vo ek andher aina, ek bhayanak sa chehra,
andaz toh na jane bhool aye they hum kahin,
pehchaan jee rahi humen bhool kar kahin,
dhoondne chala usi wakt ka na pata tha, na tha hosh.

le ayi kaise raaste par zindagi aaj,
lagta hai k dhundh k us par hai kila koi fatah ka,
par umang k nishan mita chuka hun kabhi k,
nuks nahi agar dikhti nahi manzilen samne,
chalna hi vajah ban gai chalne ki tabhi se....

is saal ki geekry...pahla adhyay!

BACKSPACE....BACKSPACE….ENTER…

fk facebook guys for asphyxing hardwired writers, c'mon man..smetimes even 400 odd words don't count as a status, so note comes down as a recluse. now, y m writing is bcoz m getting bored, nt studying since last sunday mrng wen i had d famous(in ims circles) yellow lexicon in my hand and was being manhandled at dat rajiv-chowk metro...a week is up, hav'nt spotted it again yet. talking about time, well..hw easily this year is passing out, not that it was easy throughout but yeah, i had always needed such a spell...ethically speaking..smething sort of a proper u-turn.

i was in that deep blue sea, tides bided me in, nothing else in sight i thot this was it, bas ma and the sky's next, ok..sought out the felony ne1...well that was it.but...nw this is a big BUTT, k, there's always an atropos wave that pitches you down to the ground(guess what it thinks...ab zara zameen chakh len)..that was way back in jan last year...normality returned....par kuch toh kam tha, ya kahen bojh zyada tha....season's greetings.... 2010 had started...first week i think i called somene...said sorry....foto achhi thi par....redstones! hadn't talked for hell lot f time for no reason infact, n i feel just .....happy to find things in the right shape nw...

NEWBIE PAGAL

mid-jan...i was at vrindavan towers ground-floor...reciting to myself in ANGREZI...what i'd blurt out up there on the 3rd(doesn't seem like it bt i used to b that nervous,nw i hpe u can undo implications of the wrd u-turn)...
up there: i remember the recep took out an A-4 and asked me..so pranjal, why mba....prepared ans..gyaan, lots of it...peeche khade hain centre head saab..he says to the recep....tumhe moses sir bula rae hain,, nw he cmes n sits right infront of me....i thot he meant k nw this guy is a boar, needs tackle, so let me handle it,,,,,smetimes i surprise myself n n that day i probably did, i ws good to my standards then!:) 
three days later, i ws there again....at 5! partnership k saval......

 achha before all that....sme names hve been pretty much cocealed n thers 

saval baye haath ka khel....i gave an ans as bais bate saat(22/7)...there wre sme 10 odd beside me around the teak and everyone was laughing...the move worked...yup..it was meant to b dat way. bansal(gaurav), jeetu,abhinay wre the first buds...time was flowing...class ma maza ata tha par....soon quants nd rcs wore my days off....

smething about two weeks later, had my first gd....GD yar..mere lie kya badi baat hai..debate sa hi toh hai....6 mins later, there wre just pranjal himself and madam dayal bagh almost scrapping each other....the mentor had to cme dwn to say k...bhai ye gd hai,,aise ladne ki nai rakhi hai......nw thats hw ayu(LEO) knew that there was a scorpion in the class,n the scorpion got to know the sword brandishing knight in white..........arrived garg in our team...or maybe i in his,d kamina,but a nice guy par sala class k time b disturb karta tha....n then got to know pal jiski aadhi baaten aadhi class ko hi samjh ati thi, my deepest regards to her for adding MORON(bechara chhor k chala gaya) n GLAMOROUS(abhi bhi shayad doc saab k sapne dekhti hai). Bhagwan unki atma ko shanty dey. 


ADDED FEATHERS

meanwhile, i became a reg on fb....thnx to pa for the liquid(ity) support...till then i just lived a life..normal one i guess...bt then fb became a place where i lived too, things change wen all those whom u know suddenly jump bk from anonymity to a click away.....nd i mean everyone here who logs in...luv you guys, its always a pleasure talking to you, m always excited to c notifications thinking kuch hua, kisi ne kuch bola, ten mnths dwn i can't imagine life cut-off from u guys...thanks everyone.
special mention of two nightouts n fb....
one when i almost wept, karan ne vaat lagai thi meri boht gazab ki, bridges needed a revamp, we sat down and spit hairs on everything, each of it which went wrong,,,,,,if there's one guy that shud b emulated that's this one, from hairdo to votes:D
another wen i chatted 8 hrs straight....got bk with sanky.....15 yrs man....love you brother...you made my year..
dheere dheere the oldies wre bk again.....kd, kar, yas, sank, rahul(one hell of a guy,sieved me out of 20 odd ppl in almost darkness), ajuu. besides, kuch chehre bhid ma khin gum they....zuckurberg ka dhanyawad, i know krish, abhi(pan n gupt both k),hina, manish, richa, subbu. 
getting into the grid got me in touch with dear old seniors too...luv ya lots..hemu bhai,bhakti bhaia, vaibhav bro,nikita dee n tushar n nish bros.
my life was complete....

bas aisa socha nai k panga hua....i have this tendency of getting on a desolate road too.....i think during my construction process, there was a power failure toh connection thik jude nai.....soon had a bitter skirmish with a girl,,,open pages hurt,,, m sorry sis, wherever you are, may god bless you, galtian ho jati hain! Poore saal ka ekmatra panga, not bad a record btw.


TRI-QUIPSTERS
buffooning everyone, PATHFINDERS arrived into sme aprilish atmosphere....for me...grad papers wre up so was bk to mc graws n pearsons. kahte hain, springs bring love but yaha toh door door tak aisa kuch bhi na tha....JITNI GINI-CHUNI LADKIAN THI BHI UNKI 'PAP' VO BAND BAJATA THA K ABHI BHI DARAVANE SAPNE ATE HONGE UNHE....frst batch of tests wre up n so wre the results.....english test= MY NAME IS DICTIONARY ma ek ladke ka naam top pe tha(m happy hadn't taken that test VARNA neeche kone ma kahin hota mera naam)...arey i forgot...pal too din tke the test..or shud i say none of the english ones at all...unintentionally fcos,, wanted to c who was better at the wrd skill- doc or pal....both pretty natural talents....net results kuch is prakar they k i thot now i m doing the right thing with my life...these wre the exaaaat wrds i'd written on a dated note....evolution confirmation theory ends. itna toh bore karna padega yar, u e reading about me so..kahi toh....c’est moi guys!


nevertheless nxt day there was a case study on "bcg matrix"....4 team bati...n as usual our team won, thnx to leo. later in the class, leo pointed out to a guy saying he is MR. DICTIONARY.....i said okk...a very regular teenager, wiry, slightly broad shoulders he was....n typical me, struck a conversation....thus was born DOCTOR-SAAB for me....kise pata tha k his gf wud want to kill me soon:D

nxt up is THE GREAT INDIAN CAN'TEENZ SHOW....break k baad!:)

BREAK:p